sometimes i wish i was in SPECIAL ed just so i can be SPECIAL to some one

new lj......u/n .....frommylipstoyou

well i got home today around...4 ish i think i was with chris and angel...(angel is really cute by the way)....:looks down: but she has a b/f.....BIG SURPIRSE lol...so yea i got sooo lost tring to ind christ and angel's hosue oman chris gives horible direction...." its on the same street mcdonlds on" HAHA no its not! its on 112th not 114th!!!! o well i went off roading with the bike and when i got therwe i was sweaty and i had dirt spots on my arms but it was fun...and tiring....so yea. we talked we just messed around angel is kinda shy she is really quiet.....i wasnt tho i was a lil hyper just a lil bit.....i was gona push chris in the pool but i didnt know if she would get into trouble with her grandma so i didnt...damn vocies!...well yea then we went to taco bell...before or after im not sure..well the point is that we went! lol well yea i was tring not to be flirtaion with angel casue of the b/f and all and i think i did a good job... so yea i woke up today at 9! only got 4ish hours of sleep! we are suppose to go to dolphin today but i dont know if its gona happen b/c they wont wake up!!!!! sleepy heads!!!

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: reel big fish- beer song

there are 3 type of people in the world DICKS, PUSSIES, AND ASSHOLES.
DICKS want to fuck everything. sometimes they want to fuck too much. PUSSIES want to talk everything out with the ASSHOLES and DICKS. ASSHOLES just want to shit all over everyhing. DICKS fuck over the PUSSIES, but they can also fuck the ASSHOLES. some times when they fuck the ASSHOLE they get shit on the DICKS. but PUSSIES can alsao turn into ASSHOLES because the PUSSIES are only three inchs away . AND WE ARE DICKS SO LET US DO OUR JOBS AND FUCK THAT ASSHOLE!!!!!


what type of person are you........DICK...ASSHOLE...or.....PUSSY

Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: DATE RAPE-sublime

well dont know when im gettting home tomorrow so ill just say what im gona do...so ok today friday i went to dolphin right after school...its was fun for the first 2 hrs of it...then i wanted to kill someone! well saw the grudge and it was an ok movie the one movie that acctualy gave me shivers. esspecaily that door part.. so then i saw christand her frined didnt tlka much to them casue they seemed busy.... so then we went to another movie TEAM AMERICA!!! really stupid movie the high light wsa the sex scene.....yea puppets doing it yay.! lol
well then meat up paola i didnt mean too tho... wo she looks good! but she is jsut a friend she was waiting for her friend...i dont know if by the way she was looking at me that she likes me but yea..she lookd hotttt...but she is a drama person dont wana get mixed up with those..they are i d k....but yea tomorrow i have band practice at 10 then tuoring at 12 to 1 then practice agin then dolphin.... with jakcie and anton(cruton) and cristie.....my date i think.... well tahts it good night.

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: brother and his friend snooring

alternateExit: if i bwasnt soo shy...
alternateExit: oman today was sooo funny.
Christ is Scene: haha you're shy?!
alternateExit: a lil
alternateExit: sometime.
Christ is Scene: psh yeah dude whatever
alternateExit: lol
alternateExit: ok like i was saying!
Christ is Scene: I can't even talk to people
Christ is Scene: lol
alternateExit: today awas funny
Christ is Scene: yeah continue
Christ is Scene: how so?
alternateExit: ok there maybe a lil toooooo much info
alternateExit: but you live with it
alternateExit: ok
Christ is Scene: ...
Christ is Scene: lmao
alternateExit: i mad a wedgy...(if thats how you spell it)
alternateExit: had*
alternateExit: so i wasl like uig ok lets fix it
Christ is Scene: haha
alternateExit: so i fixed it
alternateExit: then all these cars were passing by and i was like i wonder if i can skate with my poant s down...
Christ is Scene: rofl
alternateExit: so i pulled them all the was riding around the hole costa del sol with my pantys down to my ancles
Christ is Scene: NUH UH
alternateExit: it was spoooo funny
Christ is Scene: HAHA OH GOD I WANNA SEE THAT
alternateExit: it was a good thing i wore boxers today
alternateExit: i hate wearing underwear...i like to free ball......sry you diotn need to know that but felt like saying it...
alternateExit: i only wear them to school
Christ is Scene: Don't worry... all guys say that
Christ is Scene: haha
alternateExit: casue my friends pants me and they think i care
alternateExit: well not the ones i know
Christ is Scene: My boyfriend is always saying crap like that, and his friends are all exactly like him so yeah
Christ is Scene: rofl
alternateExit: well yea ok then this car full of girls according to him they were really hot ...i didnt think so vbut yea i walked up to then wit hmy pants donw and was like...um do you happen to have the time ...my cell is in my pants and i dont wana bend over to get it unless you wana get it for me
Christ is Scene: ROFL
alternateExit: they looked at me and i swear they staired at me for like 3 min tring to thikn of what to say...
Christ is Scene: wtf
Christ is Scene: they're such prudes
alternateExit: they finaly just left without telling m teh time or giving me my cell
Christ is Scene: that's dumb
Christ is Scene: They're boring
alternateExit: it was funny the girl in the bak stuck her head out the window and was stearing at me..
alternateExit: i was like sory honey but you cant look at teh goods only samples.....i wanted to say that but w/e i was thinkgi it so good enough
Christ is Scene: haha
alternateExit:
Christ is Scene: "I'm soo shy!" LIES
alternateExit: crazy day
alternateExit: i am...when i know im gona see teh peson again.....plus i was a lil under the infuence
alternateExit: person*
Christ is Scene: :o
Christ is Scene: I see
Christ is Scene: I don't care as long as it's out of school
alternateExit: nooo not drinking
Christ is Scene: ?
alternateExit: or drugs...
Christ is Scene: oh lmao
alternateExit: ...man i wish...i quiet a month ago......damn.
Christ is Scene: OH DUDE
alternateExit: i found a new way if you hold your breath long enough then take a deep breath you get a good buzz for 15 min
Christ is Scene: hahahaha
Christ is Scene: Everyone just quit being a stoner
alternateExit: waht about you ha missy amsterdam was right ther!
Christ is Scene: rofl
alternateExit: damn i would have been the biggest stoner
Christ is Scene: Spain was right there too, It's legal in spain and I was an hour away
alternateExit: WAHT!!!
alternateExit: im going to spain!!!
Christ is Scene: yeah I tried some stuff occasionally but... I thought it was retarted
alternateExit: i was the biggest stoner during summer tho...
alternateExit: i still got jsut im not plaing on useing it
Christ is Scene: I was more into alcohol than drugs
alternateExit: ask chris he was ther
alternateExit: i smoked wit hhe bassest a couple of times
Christ is Scene: OMGOMGOMG HOW SCARY
Christ is Scene: I Love You (9:03:54 PM): wTf!?
Christ is Scene: someone's screen name is I LOVE YOU
Christ is Scene: ChristinaGoesMoo (9:04:00 PM): LMAO I LOVE YOUR SCREEN NAME
I Love You (9:04:08 PM): i love ballsacs
I Love You (9:04:19 PM): i'll give it to you if you send me a pic of your tits
alternateExit: lol

Christ is Scene: haha
Christ is Scene: okay, I'm sorry :P
alternateExit: lol
alternateExit: dont be
Christ is Scene: Okay then... I'm no t :-)
Christ is Scene: Ohh my cheese I want to see the Grudge so bad
alternateExit: ddint think so
alternateExit: lol
alternateExit: same here
alternateExit: i might go sat with jackie and her b/f anton....well crouton in my book and this girl he wants to hook me out with
Christ is Scene: Awwww
Christ is Scene: Aren't you going out with Amanda?
alternateExit: .........how you know of amanda.....how does anyone know about amanda......
alternateExit: ????
Christ is Scene: .... Eric showed me a picture of her on some phone and he asked you if that was the girl you were dating and you said yes!
Christ is Scene: I'm not that stalkerish!
alternateExit: ooo lol
Christ is Scene: lmao
alternateExit: nooononon its not that i thought you were stalking me......but that would kick ass....ive only had one stocker and she was....eww...well ok off topic...ive only told ashley..matt and jackie about amanda and now like EVERYONE i mean EVERYONE KNOWS!
Christ is Scene: hahaha.
alternateExit: ....
Christ is Scene: um
Christ is Scene: I mean
Christ is Scene: awww
alternateExit: lol
alternateExit: yea sure you did
alternateExit:
Christ is Scene: I'll start stalking you if you want, rofl. I already stalk a couple of people
Christ is Scene: not in school though
Christ is Scene: You'll be my first
alternateExit: well yea she got back togther with her x...
alternateExit: YAY
Christ is Scene: ooh
alternateExit: im proud to be your first...
alternateExit: lol
Christ is Scene: well tell me your schedule so I can follow you around?
Christ is Scene: lmao
Christ is Scene: HAHA
Christ is Scene: That sounds so wrong
alternateExit: lol
Christ is Scene: Hmm I have to go eat so I'll brb in like 15 minutes
alternateExit: ..i dont nkwo my schedule.......
alternateExit: k
Christ is Scene: pshh yeah sure
Christ is Scene: you just don't want me hanging around
Christ is Scene: I see how it is
alternateExit: i dont know it i jsut guess
alternateExit: i always forget
alternateExit: ppl rember for me
Christ is Scene: haha
Christ is Scene: well then
Christ is Scene: I'll just stalk you on A days for the first two hours of school
alternateExit: lol
alternateExit: ok
Christ is Scene: since that's the only period I have you for

SPEEDING UP THE OCTAVES:
Just light the match and run
Run from all those times
She poured gasoline,
and by fires light she cried
She cried all night,
until the salt from her tears
Rusted shut her eyes,
she should have shut her eyes
Turn off the lights,
Blow out the candles
tonight
Romance this chance
to set angels to flight
Before they die
I'll take this
ink from my arms and
write your name in the sky
Please don't use
my letters to start your
fires this time
Your.....fire.......This.....time
This time
Your.....fire.......This.....time
This time
Please drive faster,
faster than the light
Erase her embrace,
erase it from your mind
let this die
I'll take this
ink from my arms and
write your name in the sky
Please don't use
my letters to start your
fires this time
CHORUS REPEAT
Remember oceans
like times together
Across these oceans
I sent my letters
I sent these letters
to you
Remember oceans
and time together
In my mind
Remember starting
your fires
Off my eyes
Remember
these oceans
Like fires
off your eyes

Current Mood: w/e
Current Music: SPEEDING UP THE OCTAVES- hawthorne heights

i jsut realized while i was shaving and brushing my teeth...yes at the same time...why is it that i always get the chat with the girl...no not that i cheat but i help them cheat.... shannon cheated on felix with me....vanessa cheated on dani or danny with me...and amanda cheated on john...with me.....i yet have to get a girl........ but shannon...but that was w/e i was going crazy after 4 month...her tellnig me what to dod and not to do damn...owell 6 month wasted....at least i got laid...but not what i was looking for...well i want some one that i dont have to wait for them to break up with her b/f for....

Current Mood: sleeping pills rox me to sleep
Current Music: keyboard

DefaceTheTemple: perhaps
DefaceTheTemple: that's life
alternateExit: yupperz
DefaceTheTemple: the point is to not throw yourself in front of the ones who will definitely hurt you
alternateExit: ..cant help it....they are always the ones i want ...i dont know if its the chace or waht but its like .....i want her!
DefaceTheTemple: you gotta do what you gotta do
alternateExit: yupeprz
DefaceTheTemple: but when shit hits the fan know that i'm here for you bro
alternateExit: ....ill go and jump in bed with you
alternateExit: lol
DefaceTheTemple: yeah.......something like that


people need more friends like him.....man his the SHIT!!! jsut dont fuck with his music i know i wont

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: adams song- blink 182

EvilGirl1156: what ya doin
alternateExit: nothin being sad
EvilGirl1156: but why
alternateExit: cause
EvilGirl1156: cause
alternateExit: im always the nice guy and never get what i want
alternateExit: ...and all i want is one thing well hum..person
EvilGirl1156: well what do you want
alternateExit: amanda
EvilGirl1156: aww well why dont you have her
alternateExit: cause she doenst kno if she wants to be wit hther ex or not
EvilGirl1156: Ooo isee
EvilGirl1156: ive been there
alternateExit: sh told me to follow my gut and my gut is saying she is gona chose her ex

Current Mood: envious

i feel like touching myself....just thought you guys wanted to know......im as smooth as a babies b-hind

Current Mood: horny

CURIO- piece of BRIC-A-BRAC.............what eh fuck is a bric-a-brac.........

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: there is- box car racer

o crap i almost died i was opening a shutter on the secnd floor roof and slip a tile breaks off and i fall oman if it wasnt for my spidermanness i would have fallen splat on the floor..crap....i grabed teh legde oman it was scary....i wana do it again

Current Mood: okay

OHIO IS FOR LOVERS:
Hey there,
I know it's
hard to feel
like I don't care at all
Where you are and how you feel
with these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on
Slow things down or speed them up
not enough or way too much
how are you when I'm gone
And I can't make it on my own
because my heart is in Ohio
so cut my wrists and black my eyes
so I can fall asleep tonight or die
because you kill me
You know you do you kill me well
you like it too and I can tell
you'll never stop until
my final breath is gone
Spare me just three last words
I love you is all she heard
I'll wait for you
but I can't wait forever
CHORUS REPEAT You kill me well

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: OHIO IS FOR LOVERS-hawthorne hieghts

blury

Everything’s so blurry
and everyone's so fake
everybody’s empty
and everything is so messed up
preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble and I crawl
& you could be my someone
you can be my scene
you know that I’ll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that’s not very far


(Chorus)
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me


everyone is changing
there’s no one left that’s real
make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
you could be my someone
you can be my scene
you know that I will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing
I wonder where you are
there’s oceans in between us
but that’s not very far


(Chorus)


Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
the pain you gave to me


Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to run away
nobody showed you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to run away


(Chorus)


Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
can you take away the pain
the pain you gave to me
this pain you gave to me

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: blury- puddle of mud

well here i am waiting for my love to sign on she is have a girls night out...damn owell she needs time tot herself..well went to ross to get pants for the homecoming and yea ened up getting 2 one in black and one in gray ...a pair os split shirts and new shoes! well i didnt pay for the shoes....they are a lil tight but hey they are stolen so its all good... well still waiting for her to get online....i miss her alot.... i hope i dont run into you know who tomorrow if we go to church...ug ...chuch...but its for her soo ill do it. ...tra lala i rented teh last sameri it was amazing it was like wow! im copying it now as i type...and i got GINGER SNAPS....oman i love that movie i have part 2 but now i have part one! yay! well got to run

Current Mood: missing her

went to band practice and tralala nothin specail but got one song down and a ska song.well then called my dad he said he was out . told hi mto leave the back or leave a key but like him he did neither soo i knocked and rang for 15min and no one answered....so...i kicked down the door and guess whhoo comes running out saying what the fuck...bet youll never guess it was the prick himself..he said why you kick the door down! CALL YOUR MOTHER I DONT WANT YOU HERE!......yea it hurt not casue he was screaming at me but b/c i called 3 min ago to see where he was and and he said he was "out" well he wasnt so i took the hint and left guess he didnt want me there.....maybe he should leave again.....well then i walked my happy ass to the library mind you it is 4:30 so i called my mom to pick me up and she was like "HOW IS THIS MY PROBLEM FIND SOMEWHRE TO GO TILL I FEEL LIKE PICKING YOU UP" her exact words....take it im not wanted anywhere...well i took a bus to amandas house...i dint think she was gona be home but hse was i was happy..the only good thing that happened to me..well i go to he house like at 6:00 ish stayed for half and hour called my mom to tell her i was fine and i has there and she was like good now im pickng you up.GREAT! then my mom and amandas mom teamed up on me and told me thing...i dont rember any of them b/c i was spacing out...i just nudded and agreed...well then got to my moms car and realized taht my dad has never relly gone to naples he just uses taht as an excues to get away from me ..........thats why when i call him to see if he wants to go somewhere with me he says he ios "out and far away" yea faraway...faraway from me....guess tahts one place ill never go back too. owell dad nice knowing you....thinking of him not wanting me was what hurt me....yea it did and it made me cry ...im not assamed to say it but ...jsut the fact that i was staring to care about him like i was before then he has to tell me he doesnt want me makes me think twice if he ever really cared about me....he wasnt even ther for my birth or 1 or 2 or 3 or even 5th bday......made it for my 6th thro 10th but then left for my 11th tro 14th...guess im not wanted....anywhere..but maybe amanda....its jsut a matter of time before she gts bored of me tho....hope not......well now im hope sad ass shit.. nothing else to write ...bye

Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: key board and tears

this vacation's useless
these white pills aren't kind
i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
the days have come and gone
our lives when but so fast
i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more

do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend its all okay
that there someone out there who feels just like me
there is

those notes you wrote me
i've kept them all
i'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter in every single word there
will be a hidden message about a boy that's
loves a girl
do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is

do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me

do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is

well hum...today.....today was a very interrsestin day..well the stupid lil SOFTMORE....if you were in my last school you would get it since ost of you werent guess youll jsut have to deal with it. so yea we spent the whole moring in the cafeteria..it was funb we were talking about sex while i was takeing a test....just with the ussual people we talk about sex with.....JACKIE ...( ITS TOO SMALL)...O ps you were wearing a purple bra!! haHA!.....well then matt brought up about the guys G-spot and its up your ass!.....lucky gay people they get there G-spot touched......jk..well hum...yea i dont feel like writing about this anymore...well the i got home and decied i got to see amanda or else i was gona go crazy...so i took the car and told her i was on my way to her hosue half way there...i couldnt hear her reaction... wish i could have tho.......oman i put on these pants and you ppl know how i hate wearing underwar well i put on these pants and they were comfortable at the time.... then i got to amndas hosue and yea...they got reall uncofortable ... noooo nothing happened she jsut teased me ALOT!! :sniff sniff: but i had fun...i dint want to go tho! oman i let at 5:00 on the doT! got home at 5:15 and left to brians and my mom said she got home like at 530 so if i left any later i would have been screwed! thanx the skateboard god i didnt! well then went to brian and skated traded trucks with this kidd i got phantoms now! yay not as good as my old trucks ( phantom 2s) but they got stolen fuckin pricks! well yea now im here updating...i have really strong feeling for this girl............ i feel diffrent when im around her...cant put my finger on it but SHE MAKES ME FEEL HIGH....A GIRL CAN MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUVE BEEN DRINKING JACK AND COKE ALL MORNING.....muah!!!!...thats some waht of what i feel .....theres more but its too hard to put my finger on it..

Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: great romance- taking back sunday

im here writing my lj...beacause im being told to..... well this blows i dont kmow what it is yet but it does when i find out what it is its gona blow!.wwelll went to school like anyother wk day morning. i dint get to sleep as much as i usually do. i was all hyper tho which really suxed..o yea jack que line was wearing baby blue panties... and she pinchd me it hurt! so i snaped her bra strap! bet that hurt more! haha well amanda dont!! sry feel jealous we were just playing around shes my lil big older sis nothing more....plus she has a b/f named CRUTON!!!!!! cruton you look an awful lot like cris....tahts scary if he only knew abouyt my dream.....sry james.....hehe...its tooo bad no one understand what the fuk im writing......lmao.......WTF MAIT.......FUCKIN KANGAROOS






IF YOU DIDNT UNDERSTAND MY LJ DONT WORRY THERE SHALL BE MANY MORE PPL OTHER LIKE YOU

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: CHALK LINE- STRIKE ANYWHERE